"Vacation" no Learning Experiance!

Well I have been on what was supposed to be a vacation but instead it has been like a slow trip threw hell! First and foremost I'm going to avoid California at all cost from now on! I have discovered that the people in my life that I thought should be a sort of home for me turns out is not. I did discover that even though i have been gone for years from a true friend. I can walk threw the door and be right at home. Walking in to her home is like coming home. I went straight to the kitchen and helped with dinner. I was welcomed with open arms and treated like one of the family. I was missed and loved the way only real family dose. I stayed as long as I could and didn't want to leave. In contrast I walked in to a family function with my "real family" I felt like a stranger walking in to a room full of accusing eyes. Even when I tried to be friendly and say hello I was met with cold greetings and then ignored for the rest of the night. I have never felt more unwanted then i did with me "family". I tried to spend most of my time with my friends and for the most part had a great time! I love my friends they are always trying to make my life a better weather its cheering me up when I'm missing my husband or taking me to the ER when I do something stupid to hurt my self LOL. I learned a lot about myself and the people in my life during this trip. I now know that the only person in my life that truly understands me is my husband. My best friends are all vary different people but together they make up the kind of person i want to be. They all love me and play vary vital parts in my life. Some are my strength some are my humor some are my shoulder to cry on. I'm now in salt lake sick but happy to be with my parents. Doing the things we want to do! I love my parents they are the kinda parents that will go without to give there children everything and for the first time in there marriage they are doing things for them and I am so happy to help them just like they have helped me for my whole life. I have discovered that life is really about the people that you choose to have in your life and if you choose to keep the right kinda people in your life you will enjoy life to its fullest. Everyday we make choose to create our life and after my learning experience I know the kind of life I want to create and the people I want in it.