Worst holiday ever

Well This Christmas was one of the weirdest ones I have ever had. No fighting, no craziness, No mad dash to wrap or deliver gifts at midnight. Nothing! Sean called on Christmas eve at like 6am and told me that he got his packages and he was doing well. Then I kinda spent the day doing nothing. Went to bed didn't sleep as usual. In the morning I woke up and went to work for a hour. then when I got home I woke up my parents and we made breakfast and opened the gifts we got each other and I got to open my gifts from my best friend Jen she always knows how to make me smile.Then we decided to go to the movies we saw twilight and valcory they both are great and totally must see. Then wecame home and dicided not to make dinner because we were tierd. I had to work first thing in the morning and then when I got home after a littil bit I got called in to work agine to close because some one called out. I guess I could have sed no but thats just not me. Now I have had three days off and have to go back to work tomaorw and it sucks. I still love my job but I just dont whant to have to work for 4 hours everyday for the next 5 days for crapy pay. I'm living here in the city I dont want to be in beacuse I thought I was starting new but insted my husband had to leave to make enoughe money to take care of us and I'm alone. I have my parents but its not the same I have no friends and nouthing to do! After this hellish holiday I really know its time to go home. I'm done this crapy town and having nouthing to do. I miss my friends I miss my life. I miss everything I know. Without my husband this place is just a place that I am traped in and I just want out!!!!!! I know I sound like i'm just whining but I cant just leave I have to make sure my parents are going to be ok and figure out how to get everthing moved agin. This time without my husband. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Well hopfully I will make it.

Arkanses

I Gave the boys Mohawks!

Well we are home from from our trip to the AR and it was so much fun! The Boys are getting so big and TJ can say hi tete von !!!!!! So cute . I'm glad we are home because I have shingles suck ! I'm in so much pain I cant work. Now I'm just home sick and wishing I wasent. But back to happier things In AR we whent to bath house and got a triditional bath that they had in the 1800's it was so cool. Anamda made us a thanksgiving dinner the night we got there it was great. The turkey the pie the green beans so wonderfull! We got to go to relife socity and had a blast with my sis. We got to go with tommy and amanda to cut there tree wich was a new expirence but fun got some great pic's of TJ being three LOL. Owen had surgery and everything went well and he just poped right up being a happy boy like allways! I told both tommy and amanda that they suck beacuse they are all skinny. We got to go meet a bunch of our relitives that i have never meet on my moms side and that was great! They are all so nice and welcoming to us. Aunt grace was asome she is my grandfathers sister. She is a wonderfull women who I hope to have a relationship with and see agine. I really needed the family it was a great trip and I'm glad we went. I miss my family and my friends so much. Life is really diffrent without them . Dead Littil Indian!

Gotta Love Papa!

Missing My Hubby

Sean is in Iraq and I am here in the big AZ. I miss him so much but i am looking forward to the future he is building for us I cant wait tell he is home even though he has only been gone two weeks it feels like he has been gone forever. Work is keeping me busy but its still hard to sleep and even harder been at home with out him. With the holidays coming it get harder all our traditions i cant do with out him. With so much ahead of me I still get caught up in the past. I miss what life was when we had life figured out and a plan now..... well I don't know now I get to see what happens and do my best to prepare for it get ready for him to come home and get ready for having a family. I hope I'm ready when I need to be. Other wise in life work is going well I love my job most days and I have a really good friend. I miss my family I miss my friends but i will see them soon. Well see ya when I see ya

Just a update

Well OK I know its been a while but life has been a Little crazy. I got a new job and I love it !! I trying like heck to get promoted but we will see. I have been feeling pretty good tell last night when I lost control of the jeep on the freeway and almost flipped I was so freaked out I vomited when Sean and mom finally got me home it was crazy needless to say i wont be driving the jeep any time soon. The puppies are doing well and work is going good but I miss having a god friend to talk too. luckly I have been on this game site called POGO and talking to my best friend Jen almost everyday so that has been helping I will blog more later and take some pic's of the house its really coming together slowly but surely..

Just Updates

Well my cousin came home from Iraq wensday night and we go to drive to the airport and see him it was great. I'm so happy he is home! Sean got a job he starts monday for a commercial shop in chandler so thats good I had a interview today but I dont think it went vary well. Hopfully they call me but its unlikly. We found two matching couches on craigs list they need to be recoverd but for now they will work. We are starting to get things off the ground and put away. I love the wether out here its so nice and you can see the stars so well you would think you were up high in the summit. The air is cleaner and the pepole are nice. Our truck has gained like 3 miles per gallon the gas out here is like 50 cents cheaper. I wish I could transplant all my loved ones here. I miss all of you so much!

The New House

Well we made the move and its great. The drive was long but well worth it. First we stoped at my aunt Sandra's we droped yoda off there it was sad but good she has two other kitties and he will be vary happy there. We also got my grandfathers footlocker from WWII it is so asome I can even explain. After LA we went on to yuma to see Sean's Grandfather he is vary ill and in the hospital. We also got to see sean's dad, aunt eddie, and uncal jack who all were in yuma to see grandpa. It was nice I love his aunt eddie. Now we are at our new house and its great I love it. The neibors are so nice. We have some CCNR but one of our neibors is on the borad and she said if we need anything she would help us get permision. My mother-inlaw came with us on this littil adventure and its been so nice having her. I miss everyone in Cali but I'm really happy we moved it feels so good.

The Move

Well we have made the decision to move to Arizona and it is a hard one but I'm so glad we are. This is going to be the best thing we could have done for our family. Sean's grandparents live about two hours away from where we are moving and I have tons of family there. My cousin is coming home from Iraq and i cant wait to see him! I know that this is going to be hard for my brothers and sister because we have always been so close but its time for us to separate and I hope everyone realizes that we took allot of time to think about this and to figure out what we were going to do. I hope that one day my family can be as close as we used to be. I love my family so much. Sean and I have been working on us and we are doing good. Life has so many ups and down and to have someone that understands you in every way he gets me and it means so much to me. Last night was our 2nd anniversary we had a nice dinner and cold stone (my husband lol). It was a great night and now we go back to getting ready for the big move we already moved to my in-laws house for a few weeks. They are so wonderful and I'm going to miss them so much when we leave but they support us in our move and know its going to be great.