Worst holiday ever

Well This Christmas was one of the weirdest ones I have ever had. No fighting, no craziness, No mad dash to wrap or deliver gifts at midnight. Nothing! Sean called on Christmas eve at like 6am and told me that he got his packages and he was doing well. Then I kinda spent the day doing nothing. Went to bed didn't sleep as usual. In the morning I woke up and went to work for a hour. then when I got home I woke up my parents and we made breakfast and opened the gifts we got each other and I got to open my gifts from my best friend Jen she always knows how to make me smile.Then we decided to go to the movies we saw twilight and valcory they both are great and totally must see. Then wecame home and dicided not to make dinner because we were tierd. I had to work first thing in the morning and then when I got home after a littil bit I got called in to work agine to close because some one called out. I guess I could have sed no but thats just not me. Now I have had three days off and have to go back to work tomaorw and it sucks. I still love my job but I just dont whant to have to work for 4 hours everyday for the next 5 days for crapy pay. I'm living here in the city I dont want to be in beacuse I thought I was starting new but insted my husband had to leave to make enoughe money to take care of us and I'm alone. I have my parents but its not the same I have no friends and nouthing to do! After this hellish holiday I really know its time to go home. I'm done this crapy town and having nouthing to do. I miss my friends I miss my life. I miss everything I know. Without my husband this place is just a place that I am traped in and I just want out!!!!!! I know I sound like i'm just whining but I cant just leave I have to make sure my parents are going to be ok and figure out how to get everthing moved agin. This time without my husband. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Well hopfully I will make it.