Worst holiday ever

Well This Christmas was one of the weirdest ones I have ever had. No fighting, no craziness, No mad dash to wrap or deliver gifts at midnight. Nothing! Sean called on Christmas eve at like 6am and told me that he got his packages and he was doing well. Then I kinda spent the day doing nothing. Went to bed didn't sleep as usual. In the morning I woke up and went to work for a hour. then when I got home I woke up my parents and we made breakfast and opened the gifts we got each other and I got to open my gifts from my best friend Jen she always knows how to make me smile.Then we decided to go to the movies we saw twilight and valcory they both are great and totally must see. Then wecame home and dicided not to make dinner because we were tierd. I had to work first thing in the morning and then when I got home after a littil bit I got called in to work agine to close because some one called out. I guess I could have sed no but thats just not me. Now I have had three days off and have to go back to work tomaorw and it sucks. I still love my job but I just dont whant to have to work for 4 hours everyday for the next 5 days for crapy pay. I'm living here in the city I dont want to be in beacuse I thought I was starting new but insted my husband had to leave to make enoughe money to take care of us and I'm alone. I have my parents but its not the same I have no friends and nouthing to do! After this hellish holiday I really know its time to go home. I'm done this crapy town and having nouthing to do. I miss my friends I miss my life. I miss everything I know. Without my husband this place is just a place that I am traped in and I just want out!!!!!! I know I sound like i'm just whining but I cant just leave I have to make sure my parents are going to be ok and figure out how to get everthing moved agin. This time without my husband. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Well hopfully I will make it.

Arkanses

I Gave the boys Mohawks!

Well we are home from from our trip to the AR and it was so much fun! The Boys are getting so big and TJ can say hi tete von !!!!!! So cute . I'm glad we are home because I have shingles suck ! I'm in so much pain I cant work. Now I'm just home sick and wishing I wasent. But back to happier things In AR we whent to bath house and got a triditional bath that they had in the 1800's it was so cool. Anamda made us a thanksgiving dinner the night we got there it was great. The turkey the pie the green beans so wonderfull! We got to go to relife socity and had a blast with my sis. We got to go with tommy and amanda to cut there tree wich was a new expirence but fun got some great pic's of TJ being three LOL. Owen had surgery and everything went well and he just poped right up being a happy boy like allways! I told both tommy and amanda that they suck beacuse they are all skinny. We got to go meet a bunch of our relitives that i have never meet on my moms side and that was great! They are all so nice and welcoming to us. Aunt grace was asome she is my grandfathers sister. She is a wonderfull women who I hope to have a relationship with and see agine. I really needed the family it was a great trip and I'm glad we went. I miss my family and my friends so much. Life is really diffrent without them . Dead Littil Indian!

Gotta Love Papa!