Life

Well now that once again my life has turned upside down. I have been think alot about what I really want and really what I want is y husband but I will just have to suffer for awhile. Tell then I really want to go to massage school in Tucson. The school my dad went to I think it will be a great experience. Who knows everything can change tomorrow and I will be looking at maby yet another future. My life always changing one day I'm feeling great working out everyday and the next I'm spending everyday at the hospital getting worry lines trying to figure out what to do about my parents. As much as I know they can take care of them selves it still worries me to think that I may not be there to take care of them if they need it. I can only hope that they live close to one of my brothers or sisters and if needed someone will be there. I'm trying to focus on the life my husband is working so hard to build and I think I'm doing my part. I go to the gym five days a week. I take my medicine and I do whatever he needs me to do. As much as I miss my friends and my family I miss my husband the most! Being without him is like not having air to breath. I have no one to turn too. I cant always ask him hay what do you think about this. He calls as much as possible and he has it way worse then me. Still I hope and pray that I will get threw the rest of this year with speed and the next thing I know he will be home and we can move forward in our life together.