Missing My Hubby

Sean is in Iraq and I am here in the big AZ. I miss him so much but i am looking forward to the future he is building for us I cant wait tell he is home even though he has only been gone two weeks it feels like he has been gone forever. Work is keeping me busy but its still hard to sleep and even harder been at home with out him. With the holidays coming it get harder all our traditions i cant do with out him. With so much ahead of me I still get caught up in the past. I miss what life was when we had life figured out and a plan now..... well I don't know now I get to see what happens and do my best to prepare for it get ready for him to come home and get ready for having a family. I hope I'm ready when I need to be. Other wise in life work is going well I love my job most days and I have a really good friend. I miss my family I miss my friends but i will see them soon. Well see ya when I see ya